Fine! [He doesn't want to be angry at Fizz, but anything else would mean admitting that he's scared of what might happen to the other imp and Blitzø can't bring himself to say that here. It feels like it would just open up a torrent of things he has been trying to avoid for a while now.]
Fucking stay here, get demoted or disappear or whatever, see if I care!
[Fizz huffs, and takes a beat to scowl off camera before taking a breath and trying his best to keep his cool. His tail lashes behind him in an irritated fashion.]
Are you actually going to let me help you, or are you just going to keep on pushing me away?
Oh right, turns out all the Admiral wants me to do is admit that I care about you and I'll be all fucking flowers and rainbows and graduated! He's just sitting there waiting for Blitzø the colossal fuck up to admit that maybe people care even though my fucking self-hatred means I can never fucking accept it and if I stop pushing people away as much maybe I'll have to think about why I think I don't deserve anyone!!
How many more years are you going to waste hating yourself? We all ready spent fifteen hating each other because Cash kept us from each other. All the bullshit Cash put in our heads since we were kids...
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Date: 2025-02-25 07:59 am (UTC)Fucking stay here, get demoted or disappear or whatever, see if I care!
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Date: 2025-02-25 08:46 am (UTC)Are you actually going to let me help you, or are you just going to keep on pushing me away?
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Date: 2025-03-09 07:41 pm (UTC)How many more years are you going to waste hating yourself?
We all ready spent fifteen hating each other because Cash kept us from each other.
All the bullshit Cash put in our heads since we were kids...